*sighh .. i guess these past couple of months has been the hardest .. though it hurts .. i must let go.. it just seems so sudden .. one day .. its u&me .. the next .. u have slipped away .. i have found the days have not been the same .. without ur presence my days have been gloomy.. i guess that i should be happy for you .. that you have found another.. but i cant help but hate her .. for taking you away from me .. and you .. for giving me so much hope .. then taking it away so easily .. and so quickly .. i guess my love for you will remain .. though i can still feel the pain .. everytime i hear your name.. each and everyday .. i stare at the wall..thinking of you .. and everything we have shared .. though i hope that this is a dream .. that one day i will wake up .. and you will say you love me too .. but i know this wont happen .. this is my farewell ..

goodbye tai..x/3

She  smiles with all she has left
yet her tears are leftt undried,
though she has so much to say
she bottles it up inside.
If you look past her broken eyes
to a shadow no one sees,
a disguise so you wont recognize
That the girl is really me

Questions cloud my head with why
Tears on my pillow as I cry
Makes no sense for us too say goodbye
Impossible to hide this pain inside
Thinking bout the times we shared
Makes me wonder if you even cared
Contemplating should I let you go
why'd you leave me alone?

I been siting here waiting by the phone
Give anything to hear your tone
It was all my fault, I know
Now I just stand here ..alone
Still remember the day when everything went wrong
Try to think how it would be if you hadn't gone
Away, shoulda made you stay
Now I just stand..alone

Stormy nights and cloudy days
Can I fix it, what can I do, what can I say?
Feels as if I'm stuck in a maze
With no way out I think I'm goin insane
So alone without you
Where'd you go I miss my baby boo
It's a shame cause I can't breath without you
Please come back
Cause I'm missing you..

every breathe that i take , every beat in my heart, you know its all for you, its breaking my heart when you say those words, i dont see need anymore , when ur all im living for .. x/3

x33 stawbewwii ..

God i saw ur face last night
when i looked in the sky
u were smiling
u told me it would be okay
you would mend the way
in our dark times

and everytime i hear ur voice
and everytime i feel ur touch
lets me know that i can face 2morro
one more time

we travelled places far and wide
in rain or shine
with us side by side
and now its time for us to part
dont forget who you are
in god's heart

and everytime i hear ur voice
and everytime i feel ur touch
lets me know that i can face 2morro
one more time

casimir your my strength and my pride
only god will know why
we're lost without u
you took our hands and led the way
each day by day
year 1o will never fade

and everytime i hear ur voice
and everytime i feel ur touch
lets me know that i can face 2morro
one more time..

song written by : anna, lavini & elizabeth

Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same damn thing it's just a different day and
No one really knows why this is happening
But it's happening
And everywhere you go it's just a different place
You get the same dark feeling
See the same sad faces
No one really cares that this is happening

r.i.p vii

x33 always stawbewii

i dont like you, causei love you <3
i dont want you, cause i need you.
i wouldnt cry fr you, cause i will die for you.
i wont live for you, but i will live with you.
i wouldnt do anyting cause i will do everyting.
i chose my life, cause you are my life.

x33 always stawbewii